frustrations.

the more i think about it, the more frustrated i am. how could things possibly be normal again?

i feel like my soul has been looted for everything it had. it has all been taken away... not only am i having trouble finding my emotions, i'm incapable of falling in love again. my love has been spent on someone who didn't want it.

i know i'm blessed to have what's left, but i wish i could just stop hurting over this. will i ever?

i don't understand how i get dragged into these things. they really SUCK. can't people just understand?

the pain is unbearable, except for those fleeting moments when i forget who i am. can you please help me lose myself in all that You are?

help me lose myself in all You are.